An Adult Story Time

My last relationship just broke up and I am feeling very depressed and lonely. I had been having a long distance relationship with a guy I met at work, he was a sales man for a Pharmaceutical company from France and when I met him I thought he was so incredibly cute and exciting. His accent drove me crazy and after having a few business lunches with him he asked me out and we began to see each other very time he came into town. After 6 months he was sent back to the home office and France and we agreed to stay together though it was going to be crazy hard, we spent two last days trying to be hold each other and make up for all the time we would not see each other. He would not bereturningto the states for six months and the day he left it was dreadfully hard on me.

After that we talked on the phone once a week and emailed daily. We also chatted online every night after work. I thought all was perfect and soon 4 months passed and I was so happy that in only 2 months I would be seeing my charming wonderful French man again. One night as we sat on the computer on our cameras he began to tell me that he was sorry and right away I knew shit would be hitting the fan. Slowly he told me that he had met his soul mate, he said that he had been so lonely with out me that he had joined a free online dating site, just to check it out and that one night he met a girl.

So this girl he met on the free online dating site, he said that she was nice and that they started off as friends because she knew he was attached. But that slowly as they logged in to the free online dating site more and more to chat they began to really know each other and see that they had so much in common. Then one morning the free online dating site actually matched him up with her, and he said that is when he knew that she was truly his soul mate and not me. He apologized like a thousand times but none of it made me feel better, I am really mad and really hurt. He said he would keep in touch but broke it off and now my heart is shattered. I dreamt of marrying him and moving to France one day and now all that is gone.